What Do I Know For Certain?

Adya wrote in “The End Of Your World” in Chapter One…

“This one question - “What do I know for certain?” - is tremendously powerful.  When you look deeply into this question, it actually destroys your world.  It destroys you whole sense of self, and it's meant to.  You come to see that everything you think you know about yourself, everything you think you know about the world, is based on assumptions, beliefs, and opinions - things you believe because you were taught or told that they were true.  Until we start to see these false perceptions for what they really are, consciousness will be imprisoned with the dream state.”

I read this late last night as I lay awake on my bed.  I closed my eyes and asked myself, “What do I know for certain?” and understanding flooded over me as I realized that I only know that I exist and that this existence is looking at itself.  At that moment I came free from many assumptions about myself and the world and entered a moment of clarity and freedom which healed many pains in my heart.  They fell away.  This clarity carries over now and I see my life and the life I live as from the eyes of a dove flying high above me.  I share this in hopes that we can all soar.

Namaste`

Samiyam

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This reminds me so much of Byron Katie's question, but it feels almost deeper, as it goes right past whether or not something is or is not true, but whether it is at all. I do hope your insight lasts. (Or, if it doesn't, that you experience that clarity over and over and over. :)

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That feels lovely Samiyam.  Sitting with the question, over an over, I come to  “absolutely nothing.”  Feeling that further, is the realisation that this is not a question for the intellect.  Being with “absolutely nothing,” is to sink into awareness, nothingness itself…

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Nicola, you are so right.  This isn't a question for the intellect.  Being and nothingness come into play and we begin to see how limitless we are while we become, as Chonyam Trungpa once said, “as meaningless as one grain of sand in a beach of sand.”  This freeing nature begins to make existence a dance.  A dance of nothingness just like Adya's book title, “Emptiness Dancing”.

Siona, yes, I was reminded of Byron Katie and saw exactly what you saw… that it is very similar but deeper.  The beauty of sharing is that each time I am reading what I shared, I re-acquaint myself with the sensation of that awakened moment and it happens all over again.  Love runs through me like a shot of good gin.  :wink:  But better… gin with no dizziness and no hangover.

Namaste`

Samiyam

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The I who thinks, who writes, who uses words, knows nothing for certain, other than that she knows nothing for certain. The I glories in this *fact*. It feels, as Adya suggests, like being released from prison.

The I AM *knows* but has no words for the communication. Any attempt to translate the inner knowing comes short, a bit like using Babel to translate a difficult passage between two very dissimilar languages.

Ruth

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Too true, Ruth.  We can see, but we cannot explain.  I guess that's why The Buddha once just held up a flower as a lecture.

Namaste`

Samiyam