The Beginning

Oh yes, there is a beginning, even though we don’t know where it is or how to find it. It comes to us that there has been a beginning. Oh oh, now what? I’m going to have to be responsable for something. Yikes! or Yippeee! Depending on how I feel today. It’s bigger than me, this beginning, so I’m going to have to hold on, because the wave is COMING THROUGH! Take a deep breath and realize that you must be here for this, or it wouldn’t have happened…so I must be prepared…right?…right? I guess we will all just have to see…but, there ain’t no stoppin’ this. I can go hide in the woods or a city bar and the syncronicities just keep on happening…and the lessons…and the need just keeps on showing it’s nasty little head all around me. Today. Today I am going to own this thing, and put up my head and step forward as if I really knew what it’s all about. I am going to cover my eyes to shelter me from all the sun that is here, and I am going to make my first work. Ego…just get out of the way, because I have a job to do. Family history…get behind be and start supporting, or just stay in the back, ‘cause I’m movin’ forward, I have work to do! Trouble is, it’s not work, it’s a feel good sitting around receiving kind of thing. But…wasn’t I supposed to DO something??? No honey, just relax and be yourself. It will all work out!