Continuing Saga of The Beginning

I was just big enough to be on my swing set alone, and today I was alone even though I had 3 siblings and 18 cousins, and a bunch of friends living all around. I was on the land that my family had owned for generations, looking out over the land that was quickly transforming from the pressures of society. Beside me was a huge being of light, that looked kind of like a person, but really huge, and kind and loving. It said to me, without really speaking, but clear as day, “You are going to be like Jesus.” and I got it, the way you just get these things, and it was an afirmation inside myself, yeah, I know, kind of experience. It was kind of a transmission of sorts, and a totally altered state of reality that was all light filled and bright, at the same time I was just sitting on the swingset, doing my thing. After it was over, I went back to my normal life, doing things like biting my sister if she tried to steal my stuff, and playing kickball and things. I didn’t act like Jesus at all.
I kept doing my thing, and sowing my oats as much as I felt like, until one time I took a healing class. I was psychic enough to see things, and I saw the healing guide I would get with the class, but right next to it was another healing guide. One that I just knew was my healing guide. It was an easy choice. Mine was huge and very very bright. I wasn’t going to go for anything dull when I could have bright! That was in October of 1989. I told my girlfriend, who had worked with Huna Healing, what had happened to me when we were having lunch in this Jewish deli in Berkeley. She said, “Can I talk to your guide?” I had never thought of that. Well, I could try…suddenly my arms were vibrating all over the place, and I was “getting” it. From that day on, I was in training, and I knew it.