Hi ya'all

Wow this site is amazing.  I kept wanting something like this.  It just took a little time to find it.
I am married with 2 strong willed amazing boys.  Like most of us in the world right now times are tough and hard but  you just make the best of it.

My husband moved us to a very strange place over a year ago and its been hard on all of us.  I dislike classifying anyone into catagories but this town is hard and I don't know if its just me or I am to old to change my ways but people here are just difficult to cultivate any kind of friendships with.   I am okay with being alone, so okay with it, its just the rest of the community doesn't like it.   They got intimidated when I tried to get to know them and now I give them something to talk about cause I don't try and befriend anyone any longer.  No wiggle room here.  

Everyday I try and look for the good and the positive of where we live.  There was a reason that we were brought here and the more positive I stay, the more negative they become. 
So then I can't get a job, because I am the “outsider”, so I go back to school to finish out my degree.  I have to find sanity in something here - I have met a few people but because this is a pre-req class, I know this stuff.  Most of the class has figured out I know this stuff.  Haven't quite figured out whether they are getting buddy buddy with me for help or cause they just like me.   I dunno - just wait and see.  Something good has to come from this move…..maybe I just can't see it yet.

Have to go the kids want to swim.

Just believe because sometimes thats all we got.