The Living Proof

Intelligent people don't stretch their credit to the limit. There are a lot of details one must figure when he or she borrows. A debt can be an awful burden to bear, like the debt a “sinner” bears.

The hell (pun intended) of it is that we see a lot that isn't real, and we don't see that which is real. Blind faith gets us in trouble because it closes our minds to reality.

Quantum reality takes in all the details, down to the smallest. The world of the very small doesn't work like the world our sensibilities know. But that doesn't mean it isn't part of the whole. In fact, it has been irrefutably proven that quantum reality is real in our lives.

You see a tree for a tree but you are not seeing all that a tree represents. From Black's Law Dictionary: “The proof of certain facts and circumstances in a given case, from which jury may infer other connected facts which usually and reasonably follow according to the common experience of mankind” is a good fit for quantum reality.

Now, wouldn't you know that conventions refuse to accept quantum reality? Conventions rely on concrete reality. And too, externally, we've got a clockworks universe. Newton proved it. We know for sure the sun is going to rise every morning at a given time.

If we think in our heads that we're no bigger than flesh and bones and we need external authorities to maintain control, then we're meatheads. If we think of ourselves in terms of quantum reality, we see ourselves as having boundless conscious awareness. We are as big as we choose to be. We can be bigger than life without begging forgiveness for our sins. We can be spiritual. We can know the inner self.

Where does the C.E.O. of our body cells reside? Where is our consciousness. The knee-jerk answer is in our heads. Where is the proof? It's an unfounded assumption without a grain of evidence. In fact, there is much evidence to the contrary. This false assumption is great for external authorities, and very bad for the individual.

Quantum reality takes it all in, from the microcosmic to the macrocosmic. Did you know that the billions of cells in your body, save your brain cells, die and are replaced over a seven year period? Your brain cells die and are not replaced. Therefore, it behooves you to make those you have left work better and better.

Surely, you don't believe that all the parts of the universe are moving about willy-nilly. Surely you don't believe that we are created by osmoses. We exist in a state of conscious awareness, without boundary. We can reach out to universal consciousness. It's our choice and no one else's.

Long before there were states, governments, and religions, we knew how to count and to account for everything. We built our reality on symbols that stood for numbers. The first step in our reality creation would have been seeking to establish an individual identity, the second step to find a suitable mate, the third step, diversity, leading to the fourth step, the need for a system of law. Logically, the system would have left the individual free to do his thing as long as he treated everyone else the way he expected to be treated.

Everything would have been fine were it not for the idea we know existed. We read it the Bible. It existed in Bedouins 5,000 years ago, and existed with the founding of the three main religions of the world, Judaism, Christianity, and Islam, and existed in Muhammad, the Bedouin head of Islam, who leaves us with his legacy of being the founder of most intolerant religion of all.

There are those who call themselves this or that who don't believe in the exploitation those not of their society, of their nationality, race, or religion, but you can't change the facts of history. They belong to the ideology of intolerance, exploitation, and conflict.

In Webster's College Dictionary, under anarchy, the way it was originally, “Theory that regards the absence of all direct or coercive government as a political ideal and that proposes the cooperative and voluntary association of individuals and groups as the principal mode of organized society,” connects with the steps in reality creation through the ninth step: selflessness, which connects with universal consciousness.

In my Webster's Collegiate Dictionary, under soul: “the immaterial essence, the animating principle, or actuating cause of an individual life,” borne out by quantum physicist Evan Harris Walker in The Physics of Consciousness, “Matter, objects-a physical domain exists that is governed my immutable laws. But these laws leave open a range of happenings that are left to selection of the mind… it has only been with the advent of quantum theory that we have discovered proof that we exist as something more than pieces of matter. In the development of quantum theory, the observer emerges as a co-equal in the foundry of creation.”

Faith Javane and Dusty Bunker, in Numerology and The Divine Triangle, under Esoteric Numerology, “Numbers, by themselves, represent universal principles through which all things evolve and continue to grow in cyclic fashion … when rightly understood and applied, brings us into direct and close relationship with the underlying intelligence of the universe.”

Having said this, at mid-life I left everything I knew in search of a better life. I established a new identity. With three failed marriages, I found my soul mate for life. Aware of my past and present, I decided to write my memoirs. The events of my life connect with Esoteric Numerology's 9 steps in reality creation, ending with selflessness, aware that I'm more than flesh and bones.

Others may call it love at first sight, but I call it esoteric love, love of a higher order. The connections I've made tell me my soul mate was sent to me. It amazes me how I've come to my conclusions, and I wonder if it interests others enough to want to read the story of my life. My ideas are farfetched, but I'm living proof that life can be good. I'm 81 and these are the best years of my life.