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Hi Joel:
What you might want to think about is doing Holosync and your regular meditation on alternating days. It will take you perhaps a while longer to go through each level doing it that way, but there is no race.
You mentioned that keeping your eyes open reduces the amount of distracting thoughts (even when using Holosync). But if you use Holosync alone you get bored and zone out. This is how Holosync is supposed to be working, although you may also find that at times your mind will be very active using Holosync. It doesn't matter. Like Bill says “Let it all be OK.” I often find that during the Dive my mind is very busy, to the point that I sometimes lose track of the gong and rain sounds. If I catch myself doing that, then I just switch over to watching my breath, and with a little persistence, the mind settles out. Using it this way, I've found that over time I've incorporated the “take a deep breath” thing into non-meditating life, with the outcome that not a whole lot stresses me out anymore.
A busy mind while meditating (regular or HS) just means that there is stuff the sub-conscious mind is working with, possibility to resolve it, possibly to bring it to your attention so that you work toward resolving it. On the other hand, being bored isn't a sign that it's not working, either, because some of the stuff we are working with in life is buried pretty deep. Eventually Holosync will bring it to the surface, for the subconscious and/or conscious mind to deal with. That doesn't always happen right while you're meditating, but it will eventually happen. Holosync works faster at doing this than regular meditation. So yes, as you put it “working with whatever is arising” is the best way to flow with it.
Cheers! Gem
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