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  Terra : Truth Sayer

thinking out loud

Terra said Oct 8, 2007, 12:40 PM:

 

So, what do you think is the most difficult feeling for you to have?  What is the one feeling you avoid at all costs?  Has that feeling ever gone away or dissipated by avoiding it? 

The thing I seem to avoid the most is rejection.  I am so afraid of what others might think of me.  It keeps me in a very co-dependent place if I let it.  SO…………

I am working on a few of my friends' workshops.  One is from Rapahel Cushnir.  I went to his workshop, “The One Thing Holding You Back” about a month ago.  He tells us to FEEL EVERYTHING.  I have been doing that a lot the past month and it has opened up things in me that I did not even imagine possible.  I am reading his book, “Setting Your Heart on Fire and doing home study with some members of my Unity church on the book…..  WOW.  (Please check out his website: www.livingthequestions.org)

The other person I have been working with is Karen Drucker.  I have been looking at my Light and checking in from time to time to see where my light is.  Please check out the other Pod I facilitate: www.shinebrag.zaadz.com

Please read the blog and the Pod there.  I started it after meeting and going to Karen Drucker's “Let Your Light Shine” Workshop,  I have been really listening to my inner critic and getting to the place where I love talking to her.  She has a lot of insite if I just take the time to listen.  She also has a lot of hang-ups.  But now I can remind her to “go get a latte” and let me deal with that stuff.  I do not have to let the judge and jury keep me from my best and highest good.

Anyone else have thoughts about this?

Love and Blessings,
Tara



 

Re: thinking out loud

Dave [no longer around] said Oct 15, 2007, 4:54 AM:

 
So, what do you think is the most difficult feeling for you to have?  What is the one feeling you avoid at all costs?  Has that feeling ever gone away or dissipated by avoiding it?

I make every attempt not to avoid the onset of any feeling.  When the negative arrives, I make a point to watch it arrive -and watch it go away again just as quickly.  Thus is the nature of all things and thus, per practice, is the only way we can come to understand the entirety of things.

When negative emotion arises it is best to grab hold of it, look into it, study it; break it down into its composites and come to an understanding of its origins and roots.  When one finds such roots; like an Axe or hatchet your awareness will swoop down and sever the detrimental emotion as if a hot knife through butter.

On a more personal note, that which I have confronted most often in my career as a human, of late, is jealousy.  It is jealousy founded on absolutely nothing, in the real world; it is entirely the product of illusion.  The fear of abandonment.  The imagined moment when my wife is stolen away from me by some handsome millionaire in an Italian sports car.  You know.  Stupid shit.

This as I say is founded on nothing but the moist and fertile grounds for suffering so plentiful in this world of illusion.  I trust my wife, she trusts me.  But when you have so much trust -and love- the ego is free to roam both like a ball park.  It is both batter and pitcher; or at the table, it is holding all the cards.  The stronger something is, in other words, the more determined brother or sister ego is going to be in destroying it. 

Cheers.