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Good Morning, Spirits,
Yesterday, I made a conscious and conscientious choice to bring mindfulness to the forefront in my relationships. I was tested almost immediately. As the mom of 2 young adults, I sometimes struggle with letting go, maintaining spiritual positivity and a hands off policy. My daughter left for the day, and missed the time she agreed to be home. Old me: call cell phone skatey-eight times to browbeat her into acknowledging her irresponsibility. New me: a gentle and cheerful (sounding, at least) message at midnight to wish her a happy 17th birthday. The result: an immediate phone call back with the reasonable explanation that she had attempted to call, but had been in a cell-less zone. Today, she, the parental units, my 19 yr old and his lady went out for an early breakfast to celebrate her birthday. The enlightenment: I can leran to let go of my need to parent young adults as if they are tweens, and communicate my concern without the drama of my “control.” I am grateful that enlightenment is a moment by moment proposition, because I can slip down a vibrational notch or two (thousand) and I don't like thinking that I “wiped out” my enlightenment when this happens. It is comforting to see my growth as incremental, and that I commit only for “now,” “now” and “now.” I am having a wonderful 17th Birth-ing day of my youngest miracle, and am powerfully reminded of the importance of treasuring each moment and drinking in the Spirit essence present in every breath. I am grateful for this Be-ingness.
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