Valerie : Peaceful Warrior

Re: Excerpt Step 5.

Valerie said Apr 6, 2008, 9:37 PM:

 

For me, NOW this is starting to happen in a very big way and it is a little overwhelming,  when you have eaten dog pooh stew for quite some time and now your life is being filled with Lobster and Little Diamonds,  it is an amazing change and I want to grow it and not doubt it or confuse it in ANY way,   as said in country music, “I LIKE IT, I LOVE IT, I WANT SOME MORE OF IT!”  

I am aware, I cannot deny the MIGHTY, BIG, and BEAUTIFUL symbols the Universe is sending ME, and I deserve it, but I really need to balance my life so I can afford it the Discipline to grow and nurture this INSPIRATION to fulfill my intent.  Living is a big change from Surviving.  I know how to SURVIVE very very well.  LIVING is something I'm just learning to do and balancing what it takes is what I think is overwhelming me too.   In Native American values EAGLE and MOUSE are twin teachers,  EAGLE see the big picture and MOUSE plans the little steps to get there.  I have always been a natural EAGLE and now I pray for guidance from MOUSE.   I've always been very aware,  and felt like I was gathering puzzle pieces.  Now if I could just be quieter in my head it may all come together.  PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE
Namaste ~ Valerie