Rich : Human

Re: Meditation and Recovery

Rich said Feb 8, 2007, 1:19 PM:

 

Thank you.  It is funny, I trained fairly hard until I was about 20 with a Vale Tudo champ. and moved away from it to give my energies to meditation. I felt that training was ok  but I had 'grown past' that, and in a way I had but only because the reason I trained in fighting was I was angry with life and I was scared of it too. After training for a few years and facing fear and pain I didn't feel those feelings so much anymore and felt I was ready to move on, however I think I also dissociated and saw training as somehow, well, just an annoying thing that one had to do to keep the 'vehicle' in check.  I was therefore really skeptical when I saw FIT and it's claims towards meditation. However after going down the gym and working with weights, concentration and openness I can see I was holding a partial view.

It never occurred to me the states I experienced during training had ANYTHING to do with meditation but now I feel training both these capacities have a mutually beneficial influence; sitting still and paying micro-attention allows something and also placing that attention into movement also develops an awareness that may not be as readily gained while sitting still. Although I don't want to draw any false dichotomies between the two, slow weight reps being similar (if more sensationally intense) to kinhin (walking meditation).

I would be interested in the psychological benefits you see in meditation, especially in light of the comment sometimes heard from Masters that “meditation doesn't change my life”, it seems appropriate to say it both does and does not.

I gave a seminar on witnessing, my only message really being that there is both a higher structure and state beyond the thinking mind, which is where we usually place our chips. Being boxers they are really comfortable with this notion because being punched hard has a great way of bringing up certain thoughts, such as “fuck this!”, and the boxer needs to see through them or he gives in. However I hope to give a different and more precise language and a practice to them that can be seperately cultivated, e.g. just sitting stably and looking for a while. I've been invited back in two weeks, which I'm happy about  :  )

What do you think?

warmly

Rich