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Hawkeye, You wrote: Are you ready to put one foot into the Bardo?” ROFL! What a straight line…here goes… When we knew that we were going in soon for a Strassman test on the high dose of 99.9% percent pure DMT (which had been synthesized by this insane psycho-pharmacologist at Purdue Univ.–they don't call them “The Boilermakers” for nothing), one that would put us on the threshold of unconsciousness; another participant and I started cramming on the whatchacallum Tibeten book…I've forgotten its name…”Around the Bardo in 49 Days” or “Through the Bardo with Gun and Camera” or whatever. We were memorizing: don't look at animals, don't look at the bright lights. Don't do this. Don't do that. And the bright lights thing was especially critical because DMT is nothing if it isn't bright lights. The Test: For the first and only time in my life The Observer was knocked out before Strassman had injected the full dose. Enter the Dayglow Kabiri. Three of them held me immobilized. The fourth held what looked like a gigantic Interstate Highway directional sign in front of my face. It was filled with…what else…bright lights: a blood red vortex of screamingly bright Las Vegas-like lights, going in and in and in. I tried to struggle against them. No way. When in the land of Kabiri do what Kabiri demand. Fine. I followed the blood red lights in and in and in. It did not take much post-dose analysis to know that this was not accidental, no reality changing revelation. It was what I brought to that test because I had already told myself that, at least for me, it was what akways had to be done. Last winter, in this venue, there was a thread called The Status of States in which Kela mentioned that Strassman's use of pure DMT as opposed to 5-me0 dmt (which is what the pineal actually produces) would have worked better in the tests. I started drafting a reply that was never posted, but I went back today in the Scribefire archives and located it…an excerpt that in its totality is addressing one of Kela's posts: “And then you mentioned 5 meo dmt to which I think the Christian world owes a debt of thanks since The Book of Revelations has the fingerprints of 5 meo dmt all over it…I suspect Syrian Rhu is the culprit. And then today…scant minutes ago…you mentioned shamanism and that old amateur hour rock art. I thought this is getting better all the time, the kid's come a long ways. I have found that people hang in shamanic circles because they are fun, balls to the wall, kick ass, take names, fun (as opposed to Buddhist circles, or Wilberry Circles that are serious). Hanging out in shamanic circles…if one can maintain a good distance from the plastic kind of Native American imitation…they will begin to hear stories of the storied Web and hints that 5 meo dmt is the A List invitation to The Web, possibly delivered immediately by the smoke of dried Sonoran Toad venom (99.9% pure synthesized dmt, of which samples now might only exist in the vaults of the U.S. Drug Enforcement Administration, won't do it…too immediate, too heavy). “So one leaves the planet on the venom and journeys outward…the known universe is left behind in seconds. Next encounter: The Web. It is what holds the whole thing together. It is golden, random hatch lines, an infinite game of pick-up-sticks, thick, awesome, encircling the universe. Lots of us have been there. It is absolute, complete omniscience, gone beyond, gone completely beyond universal omniscience. Alongside The Web the Akashic Records are a 3 X 5 recipe card box, Buddhistic enlightenment is the first day of Kindergarten. A Ninth Heaven immortality or to be the reincarnation of Zhong Li Quan, are momentary blow-bys. “I get there and I say to myself, “Jesus Christ…another spiritual experience? God, do I have to be wasting toad venom on a spiritual experience? Done this, already! Enlightenment and 59¢ will buy me a Dunkin' Donut. I'm going home.” Coasted in over the North Atlantic, my favorite place at sea. Saw a solitary hooded figure in a tiny boat rowing toward god knows where. Made a note to write a poem. Dropped back in to the tan-dien–the singular source of reality–the source of those blood red lights. I had seen enough of The Web to know that (in a paraphrase of the Harley sticker) “If ya ain't a'risin outta yer guts, ya ain't a'risin outta shit.” Thanks Hawkeye for the straight line. And Nicole, you who wrote: Otherwise, how to explain the reality-changing experiences that people have had through the ages? Don't ask me. I wasn't there. Ciao luego, Steven p.s. If I get three yes votes I'll finish the unfinished post to Kela and post it here.
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