The Gravity of my Tears

The gravity of my tears
falling from the surrender of my heart to the Infinite
Cascades me in Divine white light.

Arms stretched wide open, I lean my head back
And feel the rain on my forehead as if for the very first time
As if I were a child all over again
And yet somehow I find it all too familiar, this surrender
And so I cry

I recognize these droplets of moisture from within
They feel comforting to my soul
The soul that I have tortured for so many years
with my negligent hinderings

I find myself questioning what is real and what is fiction
Everything spins so fast now
The world, not yet ready for the Passion of the Christ
And yet, here he is in Technicolor Silver

What are we to do with this information?
Do we take it for granted
Or do we take it to heart
He wouldn’t want us to lie to ourselves

I find myself basking in the bliss if only for a moment
Forgetting everything I already know
But have forgotten time and time again
Just to breathe is a luxury I cannot deny

The weight of my burden gives me angst
And I just let it continue
Knowing good and well
what will make it better
Just a touch of silence is all I need
For this bittersweet pondering

Re: The Gravity of my Tears

Beautiful  again Ki…

Re: The Gravity of my Tears

dear ki, hauntingly beautiful and touching… many thanks