| |
Sandy,
Thanks for starting out with the pod by posting such an interesting and provocative topic. I've been trying to get here for days. I am a bit scattered and my life a bit turned upside down at the moment and so, finally, I think I can chime in as I certainly have wanted to.
First, to Denise, ah, my friend. Yes, I have felt the energy pour in so intensely that it did feel more than a little bit like an orgasm. This happened to me more than once listening to the theme music from Oprah/Eckhart Tolle's A New Earth class called We Are One Earth. It is an amazing piece of music (available at her website where all the A New Earth postings are). I also have felt some very energetic responses when I was doing the early The Intention Experiments by Lynne McTaggart and I believe I felt something like that the day before the Fire The Grid event.
Helen, next, my wise sister. I am intrigued by the blanket effect that both you and Sandy describe. It must be a group thing but my practice (besides what I do at Gaia or because of it) is mostly solitary and so I miss out on that, I suppose.
So, what does Presence feel like personally to me? Like the most understanding, most loving friend I could ever have. A friend for whom it is impossible to ever cause me harm. Such a quiet, non-intrusive presence that I never doubt its Source. It definitely has a sense of humor and does tease me at times. It always gets the “inside” joke or concept. I know that it is never apart from me and seeks ever to integrate more fully, but not in a pushy way, and only if completely comfortable for me. Infinitely patient. Always protective and providing.
I had scary experiences at first, when I would see a Presence like an overlay over a human face. I now think of it as a Trickster or the Pain Body manifesting and I don't know if it has Divine origins or not but I prefer to keep it out of my life and I have discovered that is very easy to do. I simply have to really, really not want it to manifest and it can not. That is very comforting.
So, Presence has shown me that it can be there for me in the quietest, most gentle way; so that I'm never afraid, so that I never doubt Its benign intent and so that I KNOW without a doubt that it is real and it is some aspect of ,GOD. It is able to do what no other non-physical entity can do - it is an aspect of my higher self and therefore can never wish me harm. I suppose that what I am aware of is my own Oversoul (to borrow a term from Wendy Weir's Jerry Garcia book).
That's all I can really say about it, it is so hard to put into words really, but I wanted to add my own 2 cents …
Deb
|