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Hmmm, this is very interesting…
Recently I've been zooming back in my minds eye to many school experiences and writing from that perspective, with my now awareness. I'm considering creating a book of “inner question and answer” along these lines… Here is a little example:
Also I've been seeing for months now, little flashes of light around me and others, could be orbs, quite small, some bright white, many blue and purple.
Intending they are heard and the true cycle of children bringing wisdom is allowed to be complete in perfect ways ))) ))) )))
Love
Sean
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Electric Grid Lines
by S.G. Clarke
Squeezing it onto the page - I'm trying to cram it all onto this page, all these numbers and words they make me write. It's thier page, there ideas, as if I'm some kind of box that needs filled up.
I'm already full, I can't think straight, all of these bits of stupid information and numbers they make me learn, it's boring. Why don't they speak to me about what I love, why can't we just paint anymore, it seems to me that the bigger the school, the more rules, and the more rules the harder and harder it is to make any sense.
Where has that good feeling gone? All these rules have become like this grid paper they make me write on, every rule makes a line that cuts up my good feelings, no it's worse than this, they put electricity through them too and everyhing that I used to be, when I was fun and free is behind that stinging grid creted by their rules.
At this rate, if we keep getting these stupid rules the squares in this stinging rule fence will become so small that I can't even see the fun anymore.And that is where I got lost for a
while… For a long time… I got desparate… I heard echos Reply…
Little do we know at the time that we do all of this to ourselves, we choose to accept others suggestions against our own feeling of what is true for us. When we are children the stakes are high for us to just go along with it all and this leaves a powerful momentum that usually lasts the rest of our lives without us ever questioning the vailidity of such assumptions as they are given to us over and over they just become 'the way it is'.
Imagine these are seeds planted, speak when spoken to, shut up and listen, you have to do it this way, on and on and over and over again. And the thing is we cannot blame the planters either, as they too - most of them - are just following what they where taught by their elders to accept as true, and so on and so forth back to the very beggining.
Now imagine that these seeds planted in you don't just remain as seeds, they grow into shoots, plants, and given long enough, huge solid trees that are SO BIG & REAL they MUST be true!
Not that all is bad of course, much of this is useful to help us navigate the world, it is only when we don't let go of what no longer serves us that we get into trouble. We need to learn to see which trees and plants are feeding and healing us and which are blocking out the sun or have become sick and are hurting the other healthy plantlife in our garden.
Like our body grows and develops so too do our minds and our many roles in life, unlike nature and the outter garden, we have a choice to hang on to the old tired bits that no longer keep us healthy, or to let them go, this is our freedom to choose. And we do not always make this choice at the time that best serves us and those around us.
© 2007 S.G. Clarke
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