Re: The truth about depression

Don [no longer around] said Oct 18, 2006, 8:34 PM:

 

    I had this posted on a healers pod, some asked who heals the healers,someone replyed that they will send healing to the healers, and there were others that had replyed but none had said what I did nor did they reply to what I did say. But these healers were not the same as I am because I had never asked to be a healer, I uncovered what I was not and that's what was left, here it is.

       

I have always been interested in “Why do healers die?” I don't believe they all experience death, but why do most?

I had a 60 year old friend tell me that without a doubt he knows his soul purpose here is to heal others. I told him I thought his soul purpose here was to be healed. I told him “the people that we heal are really here to heal us”.. Now I don't know how many times people would ask me for advice and I would give it and then hear that small voice say, “You need to start doing that more yourself”, and I would tell that person what had happened. Today when I help a person I know that they are helping me too. When they say thank you I say, “Thank you. I could not have done it without you.”

I have another friend that is 20 years older than me and she is a master healer. I don't know what all she has learned, anyhow one morning I was thinking about her and picked up the phone and called her. When she answered the phone she said, “Don how did you know to call me?” I said, “I just had a thought to call you so I did.” She asked me if I could send her some energy and I said, “I know I can but tell me how to do it”, and she told me what to do and I did it. Whatever she got I got it first and it was a wonderful experience for both of us. The same thing happen again a year later.

I did not ask to be a healer, maybe I did but I was not aware of what it was I was asking for. I wanted to know why I had never really been happy and I started looking at myself and learned that it is harder to unlearn than to learn.  I was covered up with what I was not. I am not my parents, or their parents etc. As I would let go of who I was not I was uncovering who I AM and then someone told me I was a healer. I really didn't understand why I was a healer! It was a few years before I learned that I was healing, The main reason I am a healer is to be healed. Have you ever heard, “You have to give away whatever you want for yourself?”