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And sometimes it means looking and sounding like an asshole. It isn't being an asshole if it is directed twords the creation of a new paradigm of experience. There is such a thing as tough love. We have for all too long beat around the bush in an effort to be polite or not hurting anybodies feelings. This approach is nothing short of enabling those with negative intent, and molly-coddling those who are still participating within the control paradigm is only doing more harm than good. People have a tendency to look at me like a know-it-all, superior thinking dickhead with delusions of grandeur and messianism. These are all qualities that others have attributed to me through the hold that the control paradigm has on their egos.
I have never presented myself as any of these things, and they are nothing more than skirmishes in the greater war of liberation. They are missiles hurled by the opposing factions. They are not real.
Deliberate Intent. I think the most important word in that phrase to focus on (for the purposes of my point) is deliberate. I was just talking with another sailor who was trying to convince me that I should just go to an island and fish lobster and forget about all the worlds problems. He said my life would be easier if I did. All this took place in polite tones with a coupla dashes of concern. Bullshit. There is nothing polite about distracting someone from their goals, when that person obviously has clear goals set forth. Is it a knee-jerk response that comes from not having set goals for yourself that makes you want to veer someone else off their course? Maybe, but I also view it just as much of an attack from those with negative intent as I would someone taking pot-shots at me from the grassy knoll.
I told my friend that I would fight such attempts at lulling me back to sleep tooth and nail. It's hard to see interactions with our friends as forms of attack, but sometimes they are. Deliberate means deliberate, and sometimes that means pushing someone out of your way. The needs of the many really do outweigh the desires of the one or few. Yeah, I'd love to chill out fishin for lobster with a bunch of Mayans. Sounds like a lot of fun. But my job isn't done yet. I haven't even gotten to the point that I could justify a vacation, or even a smoke break, much less languoring about the islands with the natives. If fishing for lobster builds connections for me to move on to the next phase of my task, then I hope I get the biggest one, but I, personally, must keep it clear in my head that that is what it is…connection building, not friendships…Everyone is my brother or sister, I love everyone equally, but there have to be clear delineations of what one will and will not allow in their paradigm. Is it elitism? No. It is only elite as long as there are very few working towards liberation, the more people who pick up a shovel, the less “elite” it becomes.
Taking experience beyond the 5 senses is key. There is no such thing as coincidence. Things happen either to help you along your way, or hold you back from it. And even the things that happen that seem to hold your back, is simply a test of deliberation. Like I said, sometimes you have to sound like an asshole, and so be it. You know you aren't one, and that's what counts. The folks pushing the mind-control buttons that influence someone else to think that just because you don't wat to talk about pointless things you are being an asshole. Fine. That individual has no concept of everything that is going on in your life at that time, and you do. You know what things will distract you and which things won't and so do those with negative intent. They know it very well. They are working with the second law, even more than we are attempting to. There is such a tremendous amount of deliberate focus going into their negative plans, that we can only barely begin to comprehend. We need the same amount of focus to accomplish the creation of the new paradigm, which means, distractions need to not be weeded out slowly, they need to be thrown out the window right now. And if you lose a friend or two in the process, so be it, the world will really be better off without that harmful connection.
Jesus said I have come to drive a sword between father and son and brother and brother. He was talking about the sometimes painful aspects of the second law. The archetype of Jesus knew this, and knew it well. Unfortunately, we never really got it then. We didn't get it the other time someone came to help us in the flesh either. That's why we're on our own now. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak. So, we are assisted in other ways. Ways that will help the basic lessons of the purpose of existence actually stick this time. If they don't, we're extinct.
Deliberate Intent. Conscious Deliberation. It never leaves the forefront of your mind. Let the deliberate intent become armour which girds you against distraction and dissuasion.
Some people call me a doomsayer. They say I need to focus on the positive aspects of life and existence. I am, and nothing but. People are only listening to me when I'm talking about chaos and war and violence and 911 mlies and whatnot, but I can see the eyes glass over the moment I start talking about this being the single greatest opportunity that mankind has ever had for liberation and true freedom. They think I'm a pessimist becuase they aren't listening to the optimism that I am actually putting forth. Because that isn't what they are programmed to hear. I don't think I need to lighten up, I think everyone else does. Some say I take everything seriously, but I take very little seriously. Nothing is really that big of a deal.
If one is aware of the realities of a situation, then what is there to be afraid of? So, being aware…what is the replacement thought? South. Go south and meet good people and make connections and spread knowledge. Is it related to the control paradigm thoughforms? Yes. Is it a different thought? Yes. One can focus on the fear and fascination of the control paradigm, but I feel that to create the new paradigm…one, you need good intel…which means not simply becoming aware of the vaguries of their plan, but making yourself hyper-aware of every detail you can find about it. Then, use that knowledge to be able to say “I am now aware of the plan and it's details.” Then you can use that knowledge to think about what you want to do INSTEAD of living in this world the way it is. Thinking about how you would rather be living. Whatever that is. In my case, it involved admitting to myself that with the level of awareness I have come to, that I will no longer be able to function within that paradigm, and I had to begin thinking about how to support my life functions and necesseties of life without participating in the control paradigm as much as possible. I thought about what I could get rid of immediately, and what I had to do to get rid of the other things I couldn't…not just material things, but thoughts and lifestyles, and concepts of fun. All of it has to change. Because CSI-Miami isn't really fun. It's poison. So is Monday Night Football (but I never really had a problem with that). The hardest thing to slough off, the subconscious desire to be repetitive in conversation. Most of us aren't even aware that we are, but I have yet to meet more than 10 people who aren't. The average cycle of repitition is 6 hours. After that, we start telling the same stories over again as if they had never been spoken of. Watch. Look around. We're stuck in repetitive cycles which are ultimately keeping us from growing beyond those experiences.
I used to have problems with the fact that I don't take pictures, and I don't talk about the things I did when I was in the Navy (no war stories, though I have plenty) I don't even really talk very much about my past. Why? Do I have regrets? Some, but that isn't why I don't talk about them. Talk about it once, talk about it a hundred thousand times, it gets me hung up in repitition. Now, it is true that, at our current state of mind, repitition is needed for absorbtion, that is why there is so much repitition in the New Paradigm material, but repeating the same story about that time I smoked weed with Parliament over and over again is not conducive to growing beyond that experience to go and have another, better one. And now, I'm to the point of pointing out if I've heard a story before, and I have taken the stance of telling people that I don't wat to hear it again. Sometimes it hurts peoples feelings, but I would rather them tuck their tails between their legs for a bit, and either figure out something else to talk about (which requires thought) or find someone else who will listen to the same story over and over again, because it's a waste of my time and I'm good enough at wasting my own time…I don't need anybody elses help for that. I may be rude, but at least I have my intent clear and I deliberately stick to it.
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