Re: the masks Gay people Wear/Activate/Embody

Awen's GONE [no longer around] said Jul 26, 2006, 11:24 AM:
 

Something I have struggled for the past years is to have a social gay life. I have many faghags in my social circle, but gay men under 45 usually flee from me. I'm long-haired, am usually with stubble, wear white glass frames and baggy clothes. And my Indigo Child behaviour seems to be terrifying for gay men. In Brazil, I've never met one single gay man that does not wear the skinny top, keeps hair in style (which is usually short or trimmed or shaved) and tans. Also, there is the universal fixation in bodybuilding, which I find disgusting but can deal pretty well with (My boyfriend bodybuilds every Summer). My sexual life has never been very active (even though all sexual partners I've had told me I'm an epic lover) due to that. All my gay and straight friends get flirted in gay clubs, any club, but I never get a single response to a greeting.

I have no idea on why is that, but I admit feeling brokenheart with this. I do have the childish expectation of having a gay community to protect me.