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Re: Quit Playing Small

Katrina [no longer around] said Aug 30, 2006, 8:55 AM:

Hi Jill,

I often wonder how much what i offer is going to make things happen in a large way… I play small because that is where it seems I can actually make a difference…

Of course, I am the first person to encourage others to set their intentions to reach the heights of success-whatever that may be for them…

I think growing up in a small town also keeps my thoughts and actions in a small pond type of container…

This is a great thought provoking question…

Hugs
Kati

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Re: Quit Playing Small

Jill said Aug 30, 2006, 3:47 PM:

I identified so much with what you said here, Kati. I grew up on and off reservations and in rural areas and was raised in a culture that wouldn't jump to the forefront. It is a combined strength that makes us strong.

And it feels like I have gathered the essence of humility in not thinking I am greater than others. But I have dishonored that lessen by sometimes feeling like my wants, needs, wishes and gifts are not necessary. Humility is also owning the greatness that contributes to who we are.

Thank you for adding your perspective. I love the conversation!

Re: Quit Playing Small

Katrina [no longer around] said Sep 5, 2006, 9:18 AM:

Thanks Jill,

I feel as if getting ready to turn 40 is a huge turning point for me… a kind of spiritual kick in the rump-an energy around me right now that is prodding me to make some choices… put away some old dreams and embrace some new ones…

Though at the moment I am not certain what they are… I know my family is important to me… helping children is important to me.. but not as important as it was in my 20's and 30's…

I am looking at my North Node in Taurus which sits on the cusp of 5th and 6th house and trying to move forward with being more focused on soul growth…

Re: Quit Playing Small

SmokingBear said Sep 8, 2006, 6:43 PM:

When you and I talk about you're “being small”, it is so hard for me to imagine. But, I also know it is true.

Another thing I know is that in many ways you are larger than life. Especially in the way you share.

You're right…..your upbringing on the Rez taught you humility, how to walk in a Warrior's footsteps. This culture has called you forward to bring that energy to the fore and to share that which you have learned.

Small, Jilli? Not in my eyes.