chocolate

i like chocolate.  i don't love it.  i've heard it has healing qualities, antioxidants and flavonoids.

recently, i've heard of a new type of chocolate called cold-processed chocolate.  the cacao beans are not roasted and at no cooking of the chocolate.  this process allows more antioxidants and flavonoids and other healing aspects of the chocolate to remain.

a certain company that i am representing mixes this cold-processed chocolate with organic cane sugar, blueberry powder and acai berry powder to make a very tasty chocolate.  the effects it has had on acquaintances and their families has been phenominal.  lowering blood pressure, healing gum disease and a long list of healthy benefits.

so i've finally found something that i intuit and have confirmation of the universe that i am supposed to sell.  i'm dealing with my money shadow, my corporate shadow, and my environment conscious shadow.

the money shadow is i've seen so many people 'lose themselves' in the pursuit of money, people that, like me, would never see themselves selling out, all of a sudden needing expensive homes and unnecessary clothing and other stuff to show their 'success'.

the corporate shadow is i've seen so many people lose themselves in the entity of the corporation.

and the environmentally-conscious shadow doesn't want to ship the chocolate from one part of the world to another to make the healing product, and then ship it again to all over the world, so that people, who are lost in money and corporate manipulation can be healed with its properties of healing.

i'm feeling joy, anger, sadness, fear and shame in this venture.