capreycorn : capreycorn

.seeking input. thank you samme for giving a "push" to write!

capreycorn said Aug 30, 2008, 2:18 PM:

 

hello Kabbalah experts,

here comes a novice…

i have tried to avoid the complicated kabbalah for a long time, but the incessant search for answers  to an experience i had a long time ago kind of brought me here.. 

the experience that did it (it`s also in my profile) was also my most memorable OBE (out of body experience) ever… back then i was still a teenager…it happened in the middle of a sunny day while i was hanging around  in my room feeling bored and staring at the ceiling… wide awake and sober,.. I began to hover involuntarily out of and  over the physical body.. already feeling overwhelmed and more alive  than ever before(a absolutely wonderful feeling; many times more intense and vibrant than real life or any OBE I ever had ),  I noticed, that my hovering self had limbs which were  covered with hair  like a animal,…later I began to separate from the already hovering astral body (animal self)…..,and when i came to a halt, i slowly turned around and saw that I had a capricorn`s head and horns….. I was a shocked because I thought it was the devil!….. only years later did I find out that I / it(?) was BAPHOMETi regret thinking of him as the devil..the experience was of such beauty before i panicked..
In retrospect it very much seems that Baphomet wanted to let me know that he IS here and made sure i would be aware of him before the earnest of everyday life and work would completely dominate my  perception of reality. The experience was surely intended to be absolutely unforgettable as well. 
  (i strongly believe, that baphomet is a benevolent entity. nowadays Baphomet is unfortunately mistaken for the devil because the Templar`s persecutors needed to declare the worshiped  Baphomet as evil… ..but bible readers should remember that evil came to eve as “serpent” (reptile). )

i`ve been searching but i mostly find baphomet to be mentioned in connection with the templars and unfortunately he is always brought in connection with devil worship and black magic..

i came accross a book called “baphomet magic” half of the book gives great insight to the power of thoughts and the other half is utter nonsense (to me)…but in that less good part of the book a famous rabbi and brilliant  kabbalah expert named Loew is mentioned, who is said to have created a living human out of clay (a golem?!).  i don`t buy that..but maybe I`m wrong…….. does anybody know what Rabbi Loew and the Kabbalah are really capable of? 

(i have read a novel called “dante`s equation” by Jane Jensen…and find that her story about the kabbalah tree makes a little more sense than the “Baphomet Magic” book..)

BUT what i think is most amazing is the true story of a IBM scientist called Marcel Vogel..he invented many things for IBM like the floppy disk to name just one….having studied the properties of quartz chrystals for the industry for a long time he had the idee fixe that there must be a way to make a quartz crystal immune to any kind of energy influence, he fruitlessly tried to find the perfect shape  for many years until he had a dream about the Kabbalah tree..and to his amazement he found that the shape of the Kabbalah tree is the shape a quartz crystal needs to have in order to be stable .. being stable means it always radiates the same way and can`t pick up and store a humans energy information and thus keeps its healing powers stable forever…..the Kabbalah-tree-shaped-crystal is known as  “Vogel  Crystal” . …some Reiki practitioners use it and it is being sold as four sided crystal up to 32 sides or even more.. and it  comes in different sizes and very high prices…


now, i am really very interested to know more about the Kabbalah tree ….. who designed it? it must have been some genius like Mendeleyev who gave us the periodic table of elements…someone who saw or felt “the big picture”….

thank you all for taking your time to read this…
i really hope to find some more answers. you are my teacher here..

cheers.

rey